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kazeko
Posted on 2007.12.01 at 14:00
Current Mood: chipper
woooo!
im almost lvl 60! im half way through lvl 59! *dies from exaustion* XD

Posted on 2007.05.03 at 16:20
Current Mood: blah
finished up my senior design presentation today, it went well, tho sitting through all the presentations was kinda long.

im feeling a bit happier now, i was an an uber sour mood yesterday, the kinda mood where you just hate everyone and you dont' really know why. and then i started to miss jason, and all i wanted was a hug and then just made me all depressed and made me hate everyone even more, *sigh* im just a mess still.

kara called like 8 times while Lost on last night ( which was a TOTALLY amazing ep btw and was soooo cool when people started to think they had actually died and where in hell, twas SO one of my theries!) anyways i didnt pick up cuz i was so into watchin the ep, so i called her back when the show was over and snapped at her and asked what was so important, she said she couldnt figure out how to use the printer.... so me being in my pissy mood told her she was a big girl and she could figure it out herself and i just hung up. *sigh* yah i kno i have issues.
i did call back to say sorry my uber grummpy mood, but whatever. i guess she also wanted to call to tell me that she broke the sun roof on MY car, RAAR, she ruins ALLL MY CARS errrr! mou. according to her the window blew off and broke into a million peices.... *sigh*

oh well. i'll be gettin my aunt's "old"( its 2002 i think) car once summer starts so that should be nice. she called to tell me i should go shoppin for some all black clothes cuz there will probably be a bunch of deaths in my family this summer, cuz peoples healths are failing etc... *sigh*

nyo.

couple more finals and then im done! i have like 4 big partys im going to before graduation, so that should be fun, i dono if i'll actaully go to any of them, but katie said she drive me and make me go *shrugs*
it would be nice to just get out and around my fellow engineers more.

heidi is gonna make me a fancy japanese dinner too before the semseter is over to make up for forgeting about my birthday party get together thing. lol yey food.

and sean and sterfy are planing on having a lost party as well, so im excited, lost is awesome.

as for Wow i should be playing again yey! i have a shiny blood elf started up and i am playing that chara with sean and dana. i have a draenei started as well and i'll get to play with ben on that chara.

nya... tis all for now,

dont forget about the new Fosters episode this friday!!

still alive

Posted on 2007.04.21 at 21:46
Current Location: back at the dorm
Current Mood: mm.... brain juice...
Current Music: "low rider"
well i survived.... mostly.... my brain is completly dead after that FE exam.... first 4hrs were not so bad.... but the last 4hrs killed me.... i could feel brain fluids drippin out of my ears.... my poor brain just blacked out and refused to work... it was the strangest feeling.
i really don't think brains were meant to handle more then 8hrs of testing... maaaaybe 5... but 8 is too much.

ouch...
i wana buy burning crusade, but im not fit to drive and im soooo tired.... so im gonna take a shower and sleep till tomorrow ...

*sigh*
meetings with my 3 different group projects and SWE from 9am-6+ pm tomorrow, yey...

*zzzzzzzzzzzzz*

kazeko: ...
Posted on 2007.04.19 at 08:37
Current Location: dorm
Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: spongebob on the TV
my report came out to be about 230ish pages long....
now i have 3 presentations for that project,
the final final draft of it to finish,
my Concrete project to start and finsih,
eng econ presentaion ... and exams are all thats left ... i think



Thursday-- class, hw, dentist appt, class, home to westford for the night, studying for FE, to bed hopefully VERY early.

Friday-- drive the 'rents to the airport, study till its time to leave for norwich, to bed EARLY again.

Saturday-- hopefully survive the FE exam....then return to burlington to enjoy 1 day of relaxation before the crunch time of getting all the projects/presentations done in time.... 22 days left.

i cant wait for Sat to be over... at least the worst part of the yr will be over....

i hate my group

Posted on 2007.04.15 at 10:43
Current Location: dorm... gettin ready to kill my grup members in votey
Current Mood: aggravated
ok so we've been working on the senior design project all semester and the final report is due this coming Wed, i've been working very hard, and i've gotten all the sections and parts that i needed to do ON TIME
mou,
jaron is smart, but im starting to think he is a complete idiot, he always says he'll do what i've told him to get done, and then i never GET IT, i've been telling him to get me his part of the project to me for a @#$ month now... AAAAAAAAAA mou, our group is so screwed. katie is the same way, but she thinks the same as me, we left ryan in charge of pulling all our parts together of the report and he i saw what he had together yesterday and it was total crap, all he did for editing was write in the professors comments .... WTH??? HE WAS SUPPOESED TO EDIT HE SAID HE WOULD!!
*cries*
the FINALLLLL report is due wed!!! doesnt anyone get taht??!!! *sob*

i was doing the cut and fills last night with katie and we found a major flaw in our design..... the bottom of the basin where we are draining the water is LOWER then the elevation where we are letting the water back into the brook, there is DEFINATLY not enough water pressure to get that water out a elevation difference like that.... its to late to change our design, to put a pump into the system would totally screw everything up, and to bring up our basin up to a correct elevation is impossible because our inlet pipes would be under water and teh water would then creep back up the pipes and flood essex....

im so stressed right now i feel like my body is just gonna turn off and im gonna pass out or something.... of course it doesnt help that im still freaking out about the FE that is next sat.... im so screwed...

Posted on 2007.04.08 at 22:38
Current Mood: crappy
I HATE YOU SO MUCH KEITH
THE MOST GOD AWFUL PERSON ON THE FACE OF THIS PLANET.
I HOPE I NEVER HAVE TO SEE YOU AGAIN

kazeko: ...

why?

Posted on 2007.04.08 at 09:57
Current Location: dorm
Current Mood: sad
been up since 5 cuz of a depressing nightmare last night... *sigh*
in the dream i called keith and he just yelled at me to stop calling him and never to talk to him... it hurt me so bad...

up till almost 3 weeks ago now keith called me every other day, so i was used to him calling it was comforting and i'd call him too. but now he has randomly stoped calling me for no reason at all. so naturally i've tried to get ahold of him, i've been callin every other day or so, but now its like once a week... i leave messages too be he hasnt called back at all. it has upset me so much that i cant concentrate on my work...
if he didnt want me to call he shoudl really just tell me, sure i'd hate to hear that too, and i'd be upset, but at least i'd know. *sigh*

i guess i should just erase him out of my life...

kazeko: ...

single

Posted on 2007.04.02 at 21:30
Current Location: my lonly room...
Current Mood: distressed
Current Music: crystal ball
i'm surprisingly takeing the breakup pretty well, but of course beeing completely ignored by him makes for an easy transition .... want snot snotty snot butt face! mou. of course i still get the those sudden shocks of lonlyness and will start crying... tho that happened while we were together too ... *shrugs*

if a guy goes through so much to get the girl.... why wouldnt he want to spend time with her?
its so confusing.... ><

mou ben stopped by and was an ass like usuall sayin i shouldnt trust kafi and john and i felt just like sluggin him... mou. he thinks he is a better friend just cuz "he was around" when jer was ignoreing me and kafi and john left me. mou all he did was make me want to kill things OI.... he didnt really care. he is a complete phsyco! rar.... spellin right on that?

neeways at least i have WoW and kafi and john to keep my mind off my depression and lonlyness ^^; i try to start doing my hw or study for my FE... but my heart just sinks .... all i want is someone there to love me again... *sigh* a guy who is clingy to me and would do anything and wouldnt care that i was clingy back and would to nee thing for him.... myo...

single is ok... i'll just have to get used to it, i got to experience some love ... not from jason but other boys...

i can be whoever i want, do whatever i want, wear what i want, when im single i guess....

so i guess my plans for moving to alaska are back, unless some amazing job pops up here for me... or somethin like that.....

20 days till the exam of doom.... or my death... whateva comes first lol .... the FE will definatly kill me.... how sad? lol

anywho... time for hw now that i've ranted for a bit nee?

back to vt today!

Posted on 2007.01.14 at 09:17
Current Location: Hollis, NH
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: *iPod on full blast ... im to lazy to put them in my ears*
wooo finally! back to the place i concider "home"
tis an odd thing, whenever i'm one place i always am thinkin in my head 'i wana go home' but when im 'home' i still say i wana go home. heh heh, i remember the times i wasnt thinking it slipped out of my my mouth and i confused my dad XD ... heh guess you'd have to be there or somethin (i think packing and moving every 3 months for the last 4 years have messed me up a bit cuz i haaaate moving around especially after i've settled into the nest i've made) ^^ lol

anywhos, its been 24 hours since I played WoW ^^ i'm proud of myself lol, of course i STILL havent studyed for my FE exam.... i did open the 2 books tho and flipped through them... *sigh* its gonna be soooooooooo hard. 8 HOUR EXAM! yikes, 4hours in the morn, 1 hr lunch break then 4 hours in the afternoon. I just hope the Exam is at UVM cuz i really don't feel like going going to boston or something crazy like that to take it, i've only payed for the entry fee, but i've heard rumors that it costs like 300 to take it! rar!

oh well.

i'm still thinking about buyin WoW for myself, i had toooo much fun playin all week with it ^^ hehe so shiny!

jason can't get back to the dorms till monday... *sniffles* cus his rents don't wana drive him back on sunday >< lol its ok, i'll be tired and will have to unpack all my stuff and set up my shiny compu backup and make my bed and vaccum ^^ lol

nyaaa, well i better pack and clean the house up a bit. bus leaves here at 2:25! woot

kazeko: ...
Posted on 2006.11.13 at 15:58
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: "fading"
*sigh*
terrible sick from depression now... i feel like throwing up all the time...
i miss keith so much...
i want my kibu back.... T_T

kazeko: ...
Posted on 2006.11.09 at 03:26
Current Mood: crushed
i jinx everything.....

keith broke up with me tonight, i guess its not like it was unexpected.
i wasnt ready for it, but then i guess i never would have been.
im such a mess right now...been crying since 10 ish.... i cant stop...

i'll probably be going home for a while... tho im not sure how much good that would do.
ben came by to comfort me around 1am... i guess my crying is keepin everyone up >.> ... heh....
so pathetic....

i'll still love you forever keith....
i miss you so much...

too obsessed?

Posted on 2006.10.24 at 16:11
Current Location: dorm
Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: *peeps playing halo in the common room*
hehehe! new icons/avitars uploaded!
i Downloaded sooooo many pictures last night.... took 2 hours... lol....

hehehe i love bloo!

kazeko

so busy... but thats not new lol

Posted on 2006.09.29 at 11:53
Current Location: Votey, UVM
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: humming computers
busy busy like usual
hopefully the westford ditch project is almost over, unless Jeff adds even MORE to the project RAR! its due the 1st of october and i thought i thought i was gonna be done with it like a MONTH ago but oooooo no.

anywho classes are hell.
well, steel construction is because there are way to many things to kno and a HUGE manual that i'm still tryin to figure out how to use and when to use what formulas ...er its all so confusing wana give up and try an easyer major lol

... but i'm so far, i might as well finish it nee?

nya, i'm overly obsessed with foster's home for imaginary friends now (well i always have, but even more now) lol. I've started playing Big fat awesome house party online now, but im like 5 months behind everyone else, because i have no internet acess in the 'ferd. lol...
anywho its fun! you all should play, but it may be boring for all you.... cuz its so simple but its cute and i like it so there!

and i have to cut this short now cuz im gonna be late for class eek!
ttfn

kazeko: ...

siiick

Posted on 2006.09.10 at 17:34
Current Location: UVM
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: "rainbow cruise"
nyaa....
so i'm sick... yeey... sniffles, fever, sore throat, etc.... the usual annoyin sickness.
anywho... school has been busy ... and im still workin at ESI so that has eaten all the free time i would have had... so naturally i'm grummpy heh heh....
so i'm reallllllllllly sorry to all my buddies that i've been to busy to hang out... *sniffles* ... i feel horrible about it... so i've been workin extra hard so i can at least finish up my ESI project before school gets busier... *sigh*

*hugs to all*

soooo soorrry *sniff*

haha...people are annoying

Posted on 2006.08.30 at 11:12
Current Location: Cook Commons, UVM
Current Mood: aggravated
Current Music: *loud chatter of peoples*
yea... being antisocial so far cuz people are annoying XD

i'm taking japanese001 for an easy course this semester and to refresh all my vocab etc... cuz i feel like it. it was painful to sit thru the class but what ever... some annoyin frosh boys behind me kept talkin thru the class about how they kno japanese cuz they have seen some anime etc etc and were ramblin on about 'anime' and by 'anime' i mean crappy series on adult swim that shouldnt exist in the first place RAR why cant anyone ever watch any thing good rar.... lol
yea and they kept trying to speak japanese and of course they couldnt and it was soooo painful to listen to them aaaaaaaaaaaaaaag *stab* i wanted to say somethin to them or slap them so bad cuz they were being a terrible distraction to the class and the teacher... it was a LECTURE PEOPLE not a convo class OI

anywho... i've locked my self in my single this year cuz i am so sick of everyone this year... but i think its just a leftover hatered from last year... we have a bunch of newbies this year so hopfully the new blood into the program will make me feel better... lol... so far the to frosh guys in my suite are ok, they kinda remind me of gabe freshmen year cuz they both like to run around in boxers.... >< lol

seeing keith everyday again is nice, yey for hugs^^. lol keith is working at applebees now as a host and a cook and he is happy that he finally has a good, high paying job. lol so hopefully now i wont have to pay for everything^^

blaaaa... im hungry... and the two ben's im sitting next to are eatin yummy food and it isnt helpin lol..... mmmmm food... i'm off to get food... *steals frys from ben*

kazeko

awwww....no pluto

Posted on 2006.08.24 at 12:43
Current Location: Burlington
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: *humming printers*
http://www.cnn.com/2006/TECH/space/08/24/pluto.ap/index.html
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/14489259/?GT1=8404

*sniffles*
no more pluto....

oh well... its still shiny to me!

kazeko

no more pluto

Posted on 2006.08.16 at 08:35
Current Mood: sleepy
no more pluto?.... and charon a planet? ... that means tokimo isn't a moon senshi.... hahahha.... ><

http://www.cnn.com/2006/TECH/space/08/16/new.planets.ap/index.html

gaaaaaaaaah oh the shinies

kazeko
Posted on 2006.08.15 at 12:59
Current Mood: bouncy
the yestermorrow course was fun.... if you dont count the working 24/7 and the sweet bruise i got from a 4x4 ramming into my leg XD ahhahahahha......

been seening keith a bunch lately (well alot considering im used to seeing him like once a month...)
its been really nice hangin out with him its made me so happy ^^ i guess whatever was bothering him is gone now ... because before i left ... yikes he was in a bad scary mood... ><
i got him to stay over at my house for 2 days FINALY ... but of course my rents were not home ... so they will probably continue to think he is ignoring them or something.... rar.....

well keith stayed over so that he could help me with the wetford project im doing.... but then kara the baka head annoyed keith to go for a run with her (kara runs a couple miles a day) ... so like half a mile in keith twists his ankle and then couldnt help me with the project because it involves loooooooots of walking.... so that wasted my whole monday and put me even further off schedual.. RAR... but its ok...... i picked him off the side off the road and he napped for a couple hours. when he woke up we went to steeple market, bought some yummy icecream and then started escaflowne, he loooooooooves it lol its soo cute! XD he's loves allen ('cuz of the side cape thing on the mech... or something ....) anywho we stayed up watchin that and then stopped after the second disk.... hopefully we can finish it together ^^ i kno he'll love the series ^^

anywho... i should be working.... heh heh *sneaks off*

kazeko: ...
Posted on 2006.06.16 at 13:10
Current Mood: sad
mya.......
i miss my kibuuuuuuuuu *sniffles* tis been over a month since i've seen him now...
hes just been workin like 90hrs a week tis crazy... and i'm starting to get really depressed now because i dont even get to talk on the phone that much either... because the only free time he has is sleep-time -_-
*sigh*

but i'll wait because im a good iddle rin and i can hopefully distract my self with hours of star trek so i dont get to depressed or crazy and kill something... heh heeeh.........
>.>

kazeko

rrarrr WOORK

Posted on 2006.02.22 at 20:11
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Passion ~opening version~ -utada
i really never write in here... but its a good way to take my mind out of the books that i'm forced to live in this semester hahhaa...

well, as all the profs say, this semester is the hardest, and i can see why.
6 classes(18 credits)+4labs+ "normal hw"+ reading = no sleep
it wouldn't be that bad if there wasnt so much writing with the fance lab write up we have to do AARRG its like writing a 10 page paper but with no BSing and having to find odd relations between weird functions of materials/soils/chemicals etc... errr and i have then 4 lab reports a week... its horrible...i get about 3 to 4 hours a sleep a night, and thats if i DONT take breaks... >< they need to lay off the work... rar... OR just make us go to school longer i dont care, i just wana live haha. oi

keith has been absolutely wonderful to me i've never been so happy to be with someone ^_^ he really does spoil me rotten lol... but then he says i do the same for him hahaha ^^
he got me a dozen of shiny light purple roses, a beauuuuutifulllll silvery gold necklace with a heart and little diamonds on it its SOOO preeetttty! *squeee* annnnnd he took me out to my favorite restaurant(RiRa) for valentines day. ^_^ i was so weirded out lol, im not used to valentines day and such and then at riras he was so cute^^ lol its not really a romantic restaurant obviously,cuz its a pub, but it was just cute how he wanted to make everything perfect ^^. kyeeeeee. he was upset tho before we left to eat because hieu accidently ruined the surprise that keith had gotten me something (th necklace). haha oh well ^^ i was still surprised ^^;;;;

keifers kafi and john chan all came and visited me this weekend too! i was so happy ^^ hehe i got to see my best buddies AND my cute fuzzy kitties ^^ hehehee i didnt get to go skiing with nicole like i said i was ... but thats ok i got my rest for once ^^

anywho....my classes have too much work... and thats all i have to say haha....so now im gonna try to finish my work.

-rin out!

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